Patrick's space

Lost

In darkness I ponder the shedding of tears

And deal with the demons of the past years.

Hoping the dawn will bring something new

Besides the pain of missing you.

The days, and eternity, the nights the same.

Your ghost whispers that I am to blame.

I cover my ears and close my eyes

But you’re always there deep inside.

I cry and plead, ‘Leave me alone’.

A persistent memory keeps me undone.

You have my heart, you have my life.

I have naught but my pain and strife.

When you lay next to him, do you see me?

Do you feel my soft touch the way it should be?

Does he say sweet things the way I did?

These feelings inside just can’t be hid.

I’ve lost your touch, your smile, your eyes.

I’ve lost the rainbow and all my blue skies.

I’ve lost the voice that once was so kind.

The only thing you’ve lost is your God damn mind.

The one thing I'm trying to say here is, when you pull the cork, you pull the trigger and you load the gun one bottle at a time. No matter how hard you try to drink it away, she's gonna be waiting at the bottom. Don't kill yourself over something you can't change. Plus, if you keep it up, I'm gonna have to come out there and kick yer little four-eyed ass.